( he doesn't want matt to hear him, he'd tried muffling the sound to the best of his ability. kieren knows that matt can...sense things better than most people, but he doesn't know the extent to it. he doesn't know that matt can hear his heartbeat and taste his tears from another room in the apartment. the tears sting the wounds on his face, which actually just hurts more, but it feels good to get it out of his system. the soft, racking sobs. matt touches him gently, and kieren leans into that touch. )
I love you.
( he has to say it, even through his heaving breaths. he needs matt to know it. he needs him to understand that kieren doesn't regret getting involved with him, not even a little bit. )
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I love you.
( he has to say it, even through his heaving breaths. he needs matt to know it. he needs him to understand that kieren doesn't regret getting involved with him, not even a little bit. )